If Feynriel was sent to the Dalish...
Life with the Dalish hasn't been easy. Keeper Marethari tries her best, but I don't know what else she can do for me. The younger elves won't accept me, and I often hear them whispering behind my back. The elders have more discretion, but I can see it in their eyes—they're afraid of me.
I don't know why I'm telling you this. Sometimes it feels like you're the only person I can trust.
If Feynriel was sent to the Circle...
It's been years, and the Circle has yet to find a way to help me. I've seen the way the templars look at me. I know they want me to undergo the Rite of Tranquility. If something doesn't change soon, they will force it upon me.
I try to keep myself under control, but it's difficult. The nightmares are coming more frequently. They seem so real. I can't help thinking that the Dalish would've had an answer for this.